Thanks Lord,
Here is sharing:
Yesterday I basically got troubled from a job-offering by a girl, Miss K, non-believer who is an international student and persuaded me to take it although I know an international student is not allowed to work out of campus or called illegal. My heart was almost convinced with high price per month and location near the neighborhood of Mt View. I was struggled with the welfare for a while while her enthusiasm on the phone. I thought, “I need it and if I take the job, it may reduce or help my burden each month. But what if I took it, it would make mistakes and called “illegal” to against my position even my belief. Why my heart is disturbed by these benefits? Does God want me to go there? If it were, why my heart can not be peaceful? Perhaps it is not what God wants to me to go there.”
I quickly prayed to God, “God please remove the evil scheme from my heart. I do not want to be tempted. I want to obey You. You have arranged for me in everything. How can I have such the “want” when these advantages come up before me? I trust in You and believe You. You make many ways from past, present even future. Please remove the “cup” from me. Only trust in You.”
Then, I called Miss K up soon and turned down the job-offering.
After several hours , she called me up and wanted to give me a ride while I was leaving Mt View Library.
When I met her in her car, she honestly told me, “Basically, I thought you could help me to quit the job.” I confused to ask her, “Don't you like your boss? Don't you like the job?”when she talked to me. She kept saying , “My boss is not good person and I am threatened by her when I told her, “I want to quit focusing on studying. She looks down on me even teases my parents before me even she knows my mother passed away several years ago and she knows my weakness. Besides, the job is not simple and needs to meet a lot of people whom you dislike. Before you refused the job, I thought you could take it and I may leave from here.”
I was astonished from her expression so “honest” in front of me. "Owww! She just wanted to take advantage of me. The purpose is so bad" I finally figured out after her "honest expression." At the same time, I replied to her, “Before you told me this matter, I had already known “The job is not what I am going to go because my heart is stuck until praying and I may understand this is not the certain way God wants me to go. I thank God to protect me from the circumstance. Besides, I think we have to obey the law in here because we are international students. Do not do illegal things in here. It will hurt your reputation and your situation will get worse. Needless to say, your heart won't have any peace.”
Then, the surprising expression was on her face when she heard from what my refusal reason was from God’s response through praying. What happened next? She started to take out her emotion on me from this job. I only said to her, “May I pray for you?” She nodded. After praying, the peace on her face definitely I could tell and she started to ask me “When/why did you become Christian?”
I replied to her, “I recommend you to go to church more because this world is not ours any more and filled with a lot of temptation and trails to impose us into suffering although we live in this world in daily. However, this world still has “Light and Hope.” That is God whom I believe….Anyway, here was my place. Let’s pray again.”
Surely, she got it-peace from Lord when I saw her off in front my place.
I deeply thanked God again. And I thought, “The world is really filled with evil schemes such as someone wanted to set me up but God protects me from risk. Thank God. He is awesome. I also learned a lesson:
1) When beneifts come up do I turn away my value even Lord's teaching?
2) When someoen attempted to set me up whether I have to forgive the person or judge after I found it.
3) Whether I really put Him as pirority in daily life even praying especally when thing comes up?
The process is testing/trails. Thanks God again and again. The way I can say is "He is my rock and fortress and deliver.. Thanks Lord!"
May God also help the girl too. Amen!”
The sharing keeps moving on... Here comes His "Reward."
Nearly bed time I reviewed what happened today was. An inspiration appreared throgh my heart and wanted to thank Him in turn. Thus, I called one of sisters, Maggie Christian is in Taipei (I do not know why I want to call her up.) Basically, I did not connect with her for a while until last night and I told her my purpose was I wanted to pray for her to God when we talked on the phone.
However, I was surprised with her response from another phone “Summer, can I help you and become one of your sponsors to support you studying in U.S because of God.”
“What?” I did not tell her anything about dollars and only wanted to pray for her but her response was out of my topic obviously.
When I was wondering, several verses appeared in my mind "the sign" which we discussed on Sunday School is from "8 Hezekian had asked Isaiah, "What will be the sign that the Lord will heal me and that ....9 Isaiah answered, "This is the Lord's sign to you that the Lord will do what he has promised..." (2 Kings 20 8-9) We also discussed the "sign" is through faith in Chirst.... even shown in the circumstance.....
Suddenly, I realized the “reward/sign is from God." Then, I directly shared about “job-offering” with her and told her “God arranges everything even I do not know you are willing to be one of my supporters in the future.”
“Thank God and it is about Him!” she replied to me with simling from another phone.
Then we prayed together on the phone.
The unaccountable grace is from God. God is faithful.
The response is from “21 For I have kept the ways of the Lord; I have not done evil by turning from my God. 22. All his laws are before me; I have turned away from his decrees.23 I have been blameless before him and have kept myself form sin. 24 The Lord has rewarded me ….” (Psalm 18)
Thanks Lord!
Today I specially do fasting for Him a little bit –Love and thanks Him in turn.
I also pray for you already.
May each of you receive the blessing from Him.
In His name,
Thanks Lord,
Amen.
Summer