Hi All,

I sincerely thank God because "Human anatomy & physiology 40A" got "B" Yeeeee! I am so happy (@_@). I thank God I believe He does everything. (I successfully enter into 40 B next quarter!)

In a career of nursing which is tough, especially, for a 2nd language. I used to share it with you why I choose nursing in the past. The career is relative to Him not for $ honestly. I feel God continues to open the door for me. I also thank elders and ministers and brothers and sisters in Taiwan when I was going to give up nursing instead of working or studying in evangelical school. Through their vision and encouragement, they asked me to come back studying after mission... I also obey His will and study hard such as stick before table 12 hours almost every day, lost many hairs, gain the weight, losing sleeping, face terrible stress, frustrated from bad test, and so on. My heart once in a while looks like washing hot springs.

To be honest, in 40 A, God arranges many things in my life such as one day; I got "F" from one of tests. I was so sad, "I study so hard but why it is F?" I told God, "Do not let me feel frustrated and never say die. You know, I study for you, no me!" Later, the peace came in my heart soon. Nether less, I had to encourage other classmates who had bad scores as well (The test was so hard!) Stressfully, I had to bear up with those "outstanding" classmates who graduated from good university but attempted to switch career into nurse, looked down up me as I got bad score. But I all ignored it because" I trust in Him and my life is different from them I think.” I kept studying hard. Maybe the sturban will to attract to instructor’s attention saying, "Why you do not feel sad but cheer up as you got bad score from my test!" to me. She began to interest in me. In a short conversation, I found "We are Christians. She is born the home of Christians...We also share the meaning of His truth...Surely, I prayed for her often. She shared her sorrows with me as well..."

I admit I was not talent student in this field but I tried to put everything in His hands with my effort to glorify Him. I thought, “I believe I come U.S is not an accident but according to his purpose and plan plus commitment.” Then, I kept studying and working hard with others in our team when we were in lab, although other members did not work out. I "had to" share my credits with team when lab assignment needed to be done at that time. Sometimes she said, "I have never seen classmates could not have got alone well with each other in class." (I think that is God's love, instrument to others. The command is to love each other I believe.)

The highest stress was on final that day. I was chicken out when one of classmates showed me how great her scores and notes. My brain drew a blank and told her, "I can not have final today. I forgot any notes on my brain. I am really nervous and stressful. I think perhaps I will retake 40A...." My sentence was as if "I am a loser." I run out of cafeteria. The time was getting for final before 2 hours. I quickly went to library praying, "God, let my heart calm down. Let me glorify you even I did not get good score whatever. The authority is in yours not mine. I have to/ want to glorify you. Thing is to be fulfilled completely. I need your strength and peace." Shortly, the strong peace came into my heart. I thought and got, "Thank you, Lord! You are with me!" I with concentration review all notes until starting final and the result afterwards ( this morning!)
Importantly, dear brothers and sisters I want to thank you for praying. Without your praying and encouragement, I could not finish these finals. “Thank you!”
The joyful through Him shares it with you. Thanks Lord!”
God bless,
Summer@_@