"Mom..Because of Jesus's teaching..

071706 "Mom left from hospital."

"Mom, to be honest, I did not want to come here again. However, I know Jesus's teaching how to be a submissive person is, what the meaning of Bible is and how to obey parents so that I am here. " I told my mom the truth when she judged me about "I am indelgent in God." After I showed my thought and feeling, she did not blame me any more.

Honestly, I did not want to go to hospital any more because "the power of love of mine was too small to interact with my mom" We had much gap. She could not establish relationship with anyone. She got much pain from marrige in the past. Therefore, it was hard for her to show her love even true trust. I only prayed for her to God. This time I wanted to pray for her but she againsted me. I told myself, "It is ok!" I pitied my mom because she had much pain...I only prayed for her to God.

I am not God but only put on God's hands. I believe God has his timing.

Dear Father,

Put my mom in your hands. Only you have power to change anything. I sincerely pray for my mother to You. God, please soften my mom's heart and let her understand her daughter, Summer's heart and mind toward You. Let her understand Your difference. Please saves my mon's salvation. God, I really want to cry out because of my mom. Please pities the poor woman. I know you come here for sinner not righteous man.
Father, my heart has pain for her. I can not do anything but believe in You whenever or whatever any result, I all trust in You.

In Jesus name,
Amen,
Summer